Your shadow
loomed large over me

Your opinions
weighed on my shoulders

Like you ever cared
about my thoughts

But all I cared
was yours

I killed a part of me
to keep you alive

Hoping
the same
could be done

Far-fetched expectations
Lack of affections

Love
never ends

Forgive
mistakes were made

You were the best
I could have

But also
the worst I've met